Nothing i do seems to be the way i want them to be. And not that that’s any reason for me to complain, i mean, that’s life right? But for some reason, these days everything seems to be hard. Harder than usual. Maybe it’s because i’m lonely. I mean, don’t get me wrong. I have really great friends who i absolutely love and adore. But I guess…I just really want a him. I’ve been single for a little over a year now and that’s the longest i’ve been single in a little over 3 years. I’ve only dated 2 guys in my life, both very very different from one another. And although the last guy I dated wasn’t exactly..the best..i miss having someone. Is it sick for me to miss someone who was never really all that good in the first place?